I tend to fall into a pattern of thinking that almost always leads me to lose faith in who God is. That pattern of thinking is believing that God is a human being...well a super human being. I know that he is not quite like you and me, but I begin to attribute to Him…
Unfaithful
Accepting What Is
Lately I have been wrestling with accepting things as they are. Not as I think they ought to be. Or how I think they might have been if I made a certain decision in an alternative universe. But rather as they as...at face value. The notion of accepting what is came to me when I…
The Spirit of Fear
Sometimes we associate fear with things we deem as bad. Fearing of losing loved ones. Fear of being alone. Fear of failure. But do you ever feel fearful about things that are good? I know I do. I was recently watching a video from a YouTuber that I just got into and she mentioned this.…
God’s Timing Be Like…
Challenging and confusing. Seem simultaneously like forever and a flash in the pan. Very lonely or filled with company. An ocean filled with faith crests and doubt troughs that sweep you over in each wave of emotion. God's timing can be terrifying to contemplate "When?" "Where?" "How?" His timing shines a light the worst aspects…