As I am on this journey to learn more about myself and also about God there’s so many things that I am learning to accept about myself. Here’s one thing that I cannot deny: I LOVE to think and obsess about love. More-so being in love. Like I’m sure 99% of my daydreams involve being in love. I always wonder what the man I will end up with will be like. I daydream of his personality traits and physical traits…which changes day by day. Sigh, if only I could construct this man…even though the chances that the man I’ll end up will be like how I imagine him are pretty slim. Anyway I leave these things to God because he does not consider important or valuable the same things as I. 1 Samuel 16:7 says “the Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.” The actual man for me could be far-off from what I daydream of but as long as he is who God mandates for me (& I for him)…I don’t mind being surprised.
I just hope that he’s no shorter than 5’8 and no taller than 5’10 (changed once I remembered that 6’0 is after 5’11 not 5’9) ; )
Do you daydream of you the man or woman you want to spend your life/time with?
For those who are married, did your spouse embody certain traits you hoped for?